just trying to survive another day . i miss you mom an wish there was an adult adoption agency because my kid an i want a family so badly . someone to love us unconditionally . we are so lonely an have no one but eachother . i no her lifes so hard an lonely at eleven she acts 21 an forgot how to be a child anymore. i wish one day to just have a family for me but most of all for her . mom an grandma died this year an dad only met once is in phyciatric prison in kansas. never had an uncle, grandpa, cousin or dad in y life but a step dad that broke my moms heart her whole 18 years with him an beat us down terribely. i am sad but my heart an intentions stay right . thankyou have a blessed day